Today, Titus Andronicus, one of the indie rock world’s most fearsomely dependable live bands, release their new live album S?+?@?dium Rock: Five Nights At The Opera. They recorded it last June over five nights at Shea Stadium, the Brooklyn DIY venue that they’ve come to call home, just as they were about to release their The Most Lamentable Tragedy album. And they also had people filming those shows. So today, the same day the album drops, they’ve also shared a 44-minute video of those sweaty, intense shows. Below, you can watch the entire thing and feel even more like an asshole for not being there.

S+@dium Rock is out digitally on 7/29 and as a limited-edition 12-inch LP on 8/5, via Merge.