In addition to her upcoming memoir, British pop star Lily Allen has been working on the follow-up to her 2014 album Sheezus, which is rumored to be entitled The Fourth Wall. And now, to get out in front of a leak, she’s officially shared what seems to be the first track from the project. “Trigger Bang,” which features an opening verse from London rapper Giggs and production from Fryars, is a languid, kind of world-weary pop song about growing up and overcoming substance abuse: “That’s why I can’t hang with the cool gang, everyone’s a trigger, bang bang bang.” Listen below.

So @officialgiggs @fryars and me, made a song called #TriggerBang and it has leaked. Gonna make it available ASAP on all platforms. #yourewelcome # 🔫💥

A post shared by Lily (@lilyallen) on Dec 9, 2017 at 3:39pm PST