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Caroline Polachek – “Look At Me Now”

9:18 AM EDT on October 14, 2019

At the end of this week, Caroline Polachek is releasing the first solo album under her own name, Pang. The former Chairlift member has put out a good handful of tracks from it already -- "Door," "Parachute," "Ocean Of Tears," and "So Hot You're Hurting My Feelings" -- and today she's sharing another new song called "Look At Me Now."

It's a twinkly acoustic ballad, Polachek's voice lightly digitized as she turns what's usually a cocky phrase into a tender call for recognition. "You can't look at me now/ I haven't changed, I'm still the same," she sings in the chorus. "But you can't look at me now/ A hand grenade to throw away." Polacheck co-wrote the song with As Tall As Lions' Dan Nigro.

"Look At Me Now’ is the 'diary entry' of the album," Polachek said in a statement. "I wrote it last year while processing a mix of guilt, self-destructiveness, and hope. I've never really worked with acoustic guitar before, and in ‘Look At Me Now’ it's an umbilical connection to the Lilith-Fair-era artists I grew up listening to, like Jewel and Sarah McLaughlan, who's wistfully adult lyrics I pretended to understand at the time and now do."

Listen below.

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Pang is out 10/18 via Columbia.

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