Cardi B filed for divorce from Offset this week. She’s seeking primary physical and legal custody of their two-year-old daughter Kulture, and there’s a hearing set for November. And last night, she went on Instagram Live to thank her fans for “all the love and prayers” and explain the situation.

“I’m okay. I wanted to let y’all know I have not shed not one tear,” she said. “Every single time that this guy has been so crazy, so fucked up and it hits the media, I’m always crying, always sad because I don’t like that type of shit. This time, I wasn’t crying. You want to know why? The reason for my divorce is not because of none of that shit that ever happened before. It’s not because of cheating. I’m seeing people like, ‘Oh, he has a baby on the way.’ That’s a whole fucking complete lie. That’s the second time people are trying to pin babies over here. No, that’s bullshit.”

“I just got tired of fucking arguing,” she continued. “I got tired of not seeing things eye to eye. When you feel like it’s just not the same anymore, before you actually get cheated on, I’d rather just leave … Nothing crazy out of this world happened, sometimes people really do fucking grow apart. I been with this man for four years. I have a kid with this man, I have a household with this man … sometimes you’re just tired of the arguments and the build up. You get tired sometimes and before something bad happens, you leave. What is so bad about that?”